Currently Listening Poses [Bonus Track] By Rufus Wainwright see related

BAWLS

I was thinking about how much I hate xanga, and how dead it is, and then I realized that, while it is now only used by creepy old men who want to pick up young boys and creepy young boys who want to be picked up by men, it brought me a lot of happiness in its hey day.   I've since graduated to Myspace and Facebook, but I haven't forgotten my roots.

Here's what's going on in my life:
- I'm going to Italy in June...HUGE deal.
- I'm currently employed By Hollister Inc.
- Zero sex life, and that's okay.
- I've been writing a lot lately
- I'm deciding on Colleges.  Right now the leading choice is Emporia State; I want to be a teacher.
- I'm eating babies a lot.  They're just so damn tender!

That's about all I care to share at this time.  I threw you a frickin' bone, so you better give me a little feedback, all you creepy old men.

My stomach got better for a couple days, and now it's messed up again.  I had orientation at Hollister this morning because they decided that they wanted to hire me.  However, they were under the impression that i was at least 17 and we all know that this is a lie from the devil, so i came clean and told them how i still had a month and some days and the assistant manager (who was actually quite nice, and very pretty) told me just to come back after my birthday and I can start work.  I'm really excited, and now that I know I have a job waiting, I can feel better while working at Family Tree.

*So I guess Xanga is dead.  I've known it for quite sometime, I think I was just in denial.

Whatever you do, please don't get me rescued.

I've been reading Grapes of Wrath all day and I definitely need an escape now.  Unfortunately, the rains have soaked any chance of fun for the next few hours so I'm just going to wash my hands, curl up on the couch with a warm blanket and watch tv.  I don't want anyone to touch me for the next few days.

Gap didn't hire me, my intestines are still fucked up, I'm depressed and stressed out, and I really want to do my German Teacher.  DAMMIT!